Starting Monday i have to work with not one but two wicket people. One is my TL and the other is the girl whom i dispite from the start of my carrier. She is the same person whom is very selfish enough and who doesn't care what will happen to the rest of the them. Even if the person who is sitting next to her is dying she won't give water just because that can be useful for her in the future.
I always feared to work with such people. Both her and my TL are of same character. Both are very smart, selfish, want to show off. Some times they make to to think whether i know anything. The thing i feared for happened. Moreover in a way i am happy that it happened because it will help me a lot to improve my ability to come up.
After all lots if other critical things and difficult situations are waiting on the line. Yesterday night when i told this dialogue to my mother she was like what difficulties you will face. I told her i was just kidding to calm myself down.
But the fact is that YES i have many more difficulties to be faced. Ravi is so unpredictable. He doesn't treat me the way other girls are treated. It hurts me a lot but he never understands. When i ask him to spend the time with me he is like "ain't i already spending enough time with you already?. The time he gives me call is on the way to office,or, while coming from office,or, going to sujith's house.
If not all of these just before he can sleep he will give a call . This rarely happens. Because when he is tired he just sleeps. Totally forgetting that i am there. I have to give him call and tell him that he isn't there and he hasn't called me.
Simple doubt. If you tired and have a bit of energy left then why do you spend it with your friends? Is it because he wants to refresh? Then why doesn't feel good to with me. So should i consider his friends refresh his mind more than what i can do.
The thing what he had for me is totally lost. It is hurting me. The disappointment never leaves my mind. I feel like saying yes to my father regarding my marriage so that i will have a guy in my life who is not ashamed of me . So that he can introduce me to his friends.Ravi feels insecure to speak about me to when his Friends are around. What the hell is that? I am a THIRD RATED PERSON?
Just thinking about it makes me feel very bad. But he will never understand. Just like it is my fate that i am put in such a team it is my fate that i am in a crazy love with RAVI.
Death is the most peace full thing. With no rebirth.
He will never fight for me.
I always feared to work with such people. Both her and my TL are of same character. Both are very smart, selfish, want to show off. Some times they make to to think whether i know anything. The thing i feared for happened. Moreover in a way i am happy that it happened because it will help me a lot to improve my ability to come up.
After all lots if other critical things and difficult situations are waiting on the line. Yesterday night when i told this dialogue to my mother she was like what difficulties you will face. I told her i was just kidding to calm myself down.
But the fact is that YES i have many more difficulties to be faced. Ravi is so unpredictable. He doesn't treat me the way other girls are treated. It hurts me a lot but he never understands. When i ask him to spend the time with me he is like "ain't i already spending enough time with you already?. The time he gives me call is on the way to office,or, while coming from office,or, going to sujith's house.
If not all of these just before he can sleep he will give a call . This rarely happens. Because when he is tired he just sleeps. Totally forgetting that i am there. I have to give him call and tell him that he isn't there and he hasn't called me.
Simple doubt. If you tired and have a bit of energy left then why do you spend it with your friends? Is it because he wants to refresh? Then why doesn't feel good to with me. So should i consider his friends refresh his mind more than what i can do.
The thing what he had for me is totally lost. It is hurting me. The disappointment never leaves my mind. I feel like saying yes to my father regarding my marriage so that i will have a guy in my life who is not ashamed of me . So that he can introduce me to his friends.Ravi feels insecure to speak about me to when his Friends are around. What the hell is that? I am a THIRD RATED PERSON?
Just thinking about it makes me feel very bad. But he will never understand. Just like it is my fate that i am put in such a team it is my fate that i am in a crazy love with RAVI.
Death is the most peace full thing. With no rebirth.
He will never fight for me.
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