Appa is having a lot of problem at office. That mohan kumar
has once again started sending mail regarding appa and due to that tension is growing
in office. Along with that for MODA a guy has come from central government and asking
for bribe from appa. He is asking him 50K. Appa is in so much tension and I have
stopped speaking ti him completely.
Shyam was asking when I am going to my GRE. The horrible part
is I have not even started studying wherein I have to give my exam next month.
Today is 12th. I have to give
my exam by 18 jan. On Aravind’s birthday. He has left me. Every second I go
anywhere all I can this is him. My head was hurting a lot the last time I went
home. It was as if a sharp pain on back of my head. I kept on rubbing that
portion of head after many minutes the pain started reducing but did not go
away.
He messaged me on Saturday saying he is leaving for vizag.
It was not because he wanted me to know. That I may get worried. It was purely
because he didn’t want me to come and stand in front of his house. For his
safety. I am saying this because the first day when I came to Bangalore from Hyderabad
we both went to coffee shop. Then his bro or sis someone called him. He was
speaking about something pedanana. I understood he will be going home soon. But
I refused to ask him regarding that and neither did he say anything regarding the
same.
COMPLETELY ALONE . Can’t speak to appa because he is in a
very critical thing. I just tell him the same thing. Come out of this problem
because I can create a bigger one for you J And this guy doesn’t
T even care. All he cares is for him to have more money and
go to vizag and be with family. Even if I die he won’t care. Anyways he has
proved it many times. So it is not like I am saying without proof.
But what the hell. I really do not have any choice right J I
have to undergo this . Hope I get a bigger problem than this. I asked for this
problem. He is happy somewhere I am ok with me going through the prob. But it
is so stupid to go through the things without anyone by your side and even you
can’t tell it to anyone. The funny thing is when he had a similar problem where
he didn’t find anyone to tell he ran behind that assam lady. Can I also do
similar thing? Shall I go behind that kerela guy?
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