Thursday, December 12, 2013

Lier

Lier. A complete sophisticated lier. All these years each and evrything was done with profi or loss. NOthing was done with love. Everything was a lie for me to know after all these years not to give second chance for anyone in life. When a person has something wrong it means he will never can come out of it no matter how much you stand by his side to pull him out.

This time to speak to that assam lady how dare he puts the blame on me saying i made him to speak. He wanted her so he went. Men are just behind the one and only thing for a women. There is no one who is going to stand by me. I have made a mistake , not a blunder because whatever i did i did it ith good intension and love. But i gave to a person who cares only about himself and nothing else in this world. But when you speak to him he will speak like an angle.

How foolish i was to think he knows what it feels like to be used. He was a damn stupid thing to feel or come to conclusion that since sinchita left himand loved her like crazy he knows the value of love. No he felt the pain just because it was HIS PIAN. But he has all the rights to give it to oters because he is not the person who is undergoing this pain.

A very bad person. Really a very bad person. Only when the things come to an end we actually see the reality of a person. You know the funny thing he says i do care for you but not in the way you want me to. Bastard. How dare he, do i look like a bitch to him. Or my family is such a family. He knows the value of culture? Wwait a sec i forgot he used to say these things are not at all a thing.

Let it be any country until and unless you are a cheap person doing all the things are not a big deal. But when you love a person and dothings it matters a lot.

Buthe is not at all a fool. A game well played by him in which my life and my feelings are the thngs which got screwed up :)

I hate myself for the fact that even after all this the feelings which i have for him is not gogin away. Still i wish to go back to the times  when we were happy. Hug me. Why the fucking hell do i wish why can't he come back to me to love me. wHAT IS WRONG WITH ME.

If you love someone true this is what happns . So then ravi will also be feeling the same thing about sinchita rit?


 

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